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SoCal🌈⚽️
I may not be the exact “dream girl”. I don’t have the “perfect body”, or have all the looks like everyone wants. I don’t have the eyes that everyone may look for on someone, and my hair might not be blonde or dark enough for some either. However, if I can do anything that most can’t do, it’s that I will support you in every god damn thing that someone may want to do with their life. I’ll make mistakes, but you’re damn right I’ll own up to every single one of them. Sometimes, my feelings can get overwhelming, but I do my best to not come off that way. And if I do, I do what I can to back off and be easy with it. I may not always know what to say when things go wrong, but I’ll do my best to always sit there and listen to everything going through your mind, even if you don’t say anything. If things get hard between us, I’m not going to give up. I’m gonna solve the problem the best I can. Whether it’s the both of us, or just myself, I’ll do all I can. There won’t ever be a day that goes by where you’ll have to wonder if I still love you as much as I did the night or day before, because right as I get the chance, I’ll let you know exactly how much I love you. When we’re together, don’t expect us to sit there and talk the entire time. It actually feels good knowing we can sit there in a silence without it being awkward, and just enjoy each other’s company. We may not always share the same opinion on shit, and that’s alright, it’s how the world works, I’m not trippin. I may not be the ideal “dream girl”, but I’ll be damned if I don’t do everything I can to put you on top of the world, make sure you understand how beautiful you are, and make sure you understand how much I love you.
People change.
That boy you loved freshmen year has probably changed for the better, and now realizes the mistakes he made with you.
That girl who you used to call your best friend is probably doing better than she ever has before, and it hurts knowing that you can’t be a part of that.
That boy you used to spend all summer talking to probably has a girlfriend now, and he doesn’t remember the cute messages you used to send him when he was feeling low.
That girl in your math class that was deeply in love with that one douche bag has probably already left him, and is looking back at all the times she defended him when she should’ve been defending herself instead. She’s stronger now.
That boy you dated sophomore probably has his arm around another girl even though he promised you a future with him, and no one else.
People change.
But you, I didn’t expect you to change your mind.
I didn’t expect you to leave me the way you did.
I didn’t expect you to treat me the way you did those last few weeks.I didn’t expect you to change,
not you, never you.But you changed, because that’s what people do.
People change.
I’m sorry for the times that I take my jokes too far. Or the times that I don’t think before I speak. I’m sorry for the times that Ive upset you and I’m sorry for the times I’ve ever made you sad. I’m sorry for any times I have let you down, and I’m most sorry for any times that I have ever made you feel terrible.
You’re one of the greatest people in my life, and you’re one of the most important too. I love you with all my heart, and the last thing I ever want to do is hurt you, upset you in any way, make you mad, or anything negative in that way. You’re what’s important to me and I never want you to think any less of me. I’m so sorry for what I said, I hope that you can forgive me. I need you in my life. Because if you left, I don’t know what I would do. I would be lost and have nowhere to run to when times got tough. Please forgive me…
things i love:
-space
-the ocean
things i am terrified of:
-space
-the ocean
my friend has black hair and the initials PM while her boyfriend has blonde hair and the initials AM and she told me that they joke that theyre ‘as different as night and day’ and i fell on the floor that shit was so adorable
Never apologize for how you feel. No one can control how they feel. The sun doesn’t apologize for being the sun. The rain doesn’t say sorry for falling. Feelings just are.
Im the girl who prefers one rose instead of a dozen. Im the girl who wouldn’t make you wait on her hand and foot, but would do anything to make you happy. Im the girl who would enjoy having a movie night rather than going to some fancy restaurant. Im the girl who would rather stay up all night sharing secrets than go out and getting drunk. I’m the girl who’d give the world to see you smile:)
i just want to sit in front of the ocean for a little while
i just want to sit in front of the ocean for a little while
i. You are beautiful. No, not pretty. No, not like just the flowers. You are beautiful like the ocean. Deep and full of hidden beauty underneath.
ii. You are the best thing that happened to me. Like a celebration, like a feast. You are a daily event that I would never get tired of. You made everything worth the fight.
iii. You are enough. Or more than enough. Like an overflowing excellence. Whatever you do is magic to my eyes, you are magically clearing out hates and curses.
iv. You are a gift from God. A spinning cloud of surprises. You are a gift. You are my present and we are the future.
v. You can do it. You are the most beautiful competitive beast. Go on, reach for the stars, no one can stop you.